So it is 6 weeks until Hillsong Conference and I'm believing that God will provide me finacially.
It seems like everytime I earn money, it just all goes away and I can't seem to save anything. I'm quite sad about it...
Also, I know God wants me to go to Hillsong College, and I wouldn't mind going but I love doing hair and I want to also pursue that. What about when Steven Furtick says, God's will is whatever. Doesn't that mean I can love God and do whatever that's pleasing?
I've left my job to pursue my career and also to serve more, but I didn't think God would call me into college. What will happen after I do college anyway?
I will know more about his word, know more about myself... I don't really know what to expect.
And if I keep doing what I am doing... pursuing my hair career, what will happen? I will become more skillful, have more experience, influence many people...
I know I should not be selfish...and WHERE is Jesus in these 2 things? Well I think they're in both.
And also you said not to find a job because you have something prepared for me. Could this be what you've prepared? A job with Muse or College?
And I'm also believing for a perfect schedule job. I'm just going to send my resume in anyway and see what happens? And I should stop asking all those what if's questions.
Jesus I'm all confused and don't know what to do. I know you've called me into college but I'm not that excited or convinced about it....
And I still want to pursue hair... :(((
I know if I stop it's going to be so hard to pick it back up!
