Who Is He?
He is.....
Saturday, July 10, 2010
Friday, July 9, 2010
Thursday. ONE MORE DAY of conference!
....
Okay.. at the moment I am so speechless right now. I don't know what to say. I don't know where to begin. I don't know. I don't know.
I wish there was a list of specific questions and then I can answer them one by one.
Let see how I go. Let's try. Okay so
Last night: I did NOT sleep AT ALL. I did not sleep AT ALL. Maybe like 5 - 10 minutes as I was closing my eyes listening to Hillsong. BUT my point is that I just wanted to get into His presence and experience more of His spirit and love in prayer and worship. So it was great. I found my Life Song!!!!! And it is called "Set the World on Fire" by Britt Nicole, an amazing singer.
Alright, right now I'm SO SLEEPY. My eyes are closing on me but I need to write so much down!!!
So Today!!!! All I can say is that the conference has been amazing so far. It was so great just to get confirmations from God of my visions and revelations. It is also awesome how certain things that I've heard in the past in different sermons comes up and reminds me of their importance once more. I mean, I felt so blessed with all the anointed messages at elective of "Effective Envangelism" as well as TONIGHT'S TD Jakes. WOW! I mean wow! wow! wow!
I finally get to see him in person! AND OMG.. what about Jentezen Franklin?! I SAW HIM. He came as a guest and was sharing tithes and offering today.
Juhad Smith was awesome as well. So was ED YOUNG! A powerful preacher full of spirit and "yo-yo" rhyme speeches haha.
Well. I just really want to have a quite time to make sense of EVERYTHING I've received this week at the conference in conjunction with my vision and revelations, to see how they have all binded. I believe it will be pretty amazing! But I can't do it tonight. I'm too tired and definitely need rest! I did not sleep last night.
FRIDAY 9/7:
So tomorrow, it is unfortunate that I have to miss out on the morning rally because I have the Hair Shoot for T&G, but it is okay. Everything happens for the good. Everything happens for a reason.
SATURDAY 10/7:
Prepare the words for Connect Group. Oh just in the subject of that. I WANT TO START MY VERY OWN CONNECT GROUP. I believe it is THE time! He called me!
Church After Party with Leighton & group.
SUNDAY 11/7:
CHURCH
And also my TO-DO list:
Okay.. at the moment I am so speechless right now. I don't know what to say. I don't know where to begin. I don't know. I don't know.
I wish there was a list of specific questions and then I can answer them one by one.
Let see how I go. Let's try. Okay so
Last night: I did NOT sleep AT ALL. I did not sleep AT ALL. Maybe like 5 - 10 minutes as I was closing my eyes listening to Hillsong. BUT my point is that I just wanted to get into His presence and experience more of His spirit and love in prayer and worship. So it was great. I found my Life Song!!!!! And it is called "Set the World on Fire" by Britt Nicole, an amazing singer.
Alright, right now I'm SO SLEEPY. My eyes are closing on me but I need to write so much down!!!
So Today!!!! All I can say is that the conference has been amazing so far. It was so great just to get confirmations from God of my visions and revelations. It is also awesome how certain things that I've heard in the past in different sermons comes up and reminds me of their importance once more. I mean, I felt so blessed with all the anointed messages at elective of "Effective Envangelism" as well as TONIGHT'S TD Jakes. WOW! I mean wow! wow! wow!
I finally get to see him in person! AND OMG.. what about Jentezen Franklin?! I SAW HIM. He came as a guest and was sharing tithes and offering today.
Juhad Smith was awesome as well. So was ED YOUNG! A powerful preacher full of spirit and "yo-yo" rhyme speeches haha.
Well. I just really want to have a quite time to make sense of EVERYTHING I've received this week at the conference in conjunction with my vision and revelations, to see how they have all binded. I believe it will be pretty amazing! But I can't do it tonight. I'm too tired and definitely need rest! I did not sleep last night.
FRIDAY 9/7:
So tomorrow, it is unfortunate that I have to miss out on the morning rally because I have the Hair Shoot for T&G, but it is okay. Everything happens for the good. Everything happens for a reason.
SATURDAY 10/7:
Prepare the words for Connect Group. Oh just in the subject of that. I WANT TO START MY VERY OWN CONNECT GROUP. I believe it is THE time! He called me!
Church After Party with Leighton & group.
SUNDAY 11/7:
CHURCH
And also my TO-DO list:
- Cancel my ANZ Bank account so I don't have to be charged monthly fees
- Do research for the HAIR of birds. Meeting on Wednesday @ Max Brenner, Wynard
- ....
I need sleep right now...
Thursday, July 8, 2010
Wednesday, July 7, 2010
Day 4/14. after 3holy day of fasting
Can I just say
AAAAMMMMEEEEEEENNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!!
JESUS!!!! I LOVEEEE YOUU AND HOWWW GREATTT IS YOUR POWER AND YOUR LOVE AND YOUR MAJESTY. YOUR SUPERNATURAL ANOINTING COMES UPON ME AND SETS ME FREE AND DELIVERS ME VISIONS AND REVELATIONS LIKE NEVER BEFORE!
I LOVE YOU.
The past 3 days have been so overwhelming. I still don't know what to say or what to write. But one thing I know is that God is really speaking directly to me and confirming all that He has told me, including what was written in my revelation and in my vision.
All I will say is that. I WANT TO BE A SERVANT FOR THE LORD AND PREACH THE GOODNEWS TO THE LOST SOULS. I want to do mission work and I pray He will guide me to where He wants me to go.
Today was Judah Smith, last night was Ed Young and he was amazing.
I can't wait till tomorrow because I really believe TD Jakes is going to preach tomorrow night. I can feel it, because they are running out of speakers LOL. It must be tomorrow AND Friday night!
I just love God so much and I really feel like God is telling me to write down my full testimony but I will do it later. ... Later hahaha, Okay God, soon okay!
The only reason I wrote that is because I am so sensitive to God's voice now. I can really tell if it's him or me or the devil speaking. I can discern His voice so well thanks to the power of the Word upon me and His faithfulness.
I know to trust in Him....
And by the way, I might as well just tell you briefly about last night. I don't want to go through details but my parents had an argument last night and it was BAD! It just got to my brain and I felt overwhelmed and over-loaded! I screamed and cried and cried and cried. But within the midst of the dark hours, I still found God stroking my hair. I still told Him that I trusted His timing. I know He has an amazing plan for my life and I accept whatever comes along my way. I am strong not because of who I am today but because of who I was in the past, and is able to confront that with victory.
I also decided to finish my fast this morning. So therefore I did 3 days. I believe this is a Holy number. I did not feel guilty for stopping. I felt like it was the right thing and I listened to my body. Although I know I should listen to God, and I did, but I know God is pleased no matter how many days I've done. I did it through faith and prayer and I'm happy that He was there witnessing with me. I felt very tired this morning and had a tremendous headache. I was also very hurt and sad from last night. All I felt was restlessness.
Anyways, I'm quite tired now. I should go get a shower or something, get change and then come back to my lovely bed to read a book again. Oh man, that book is so great. Jentezen Franklin is amazing to say the least. Him and TD Jakes and the MEN! My mentors! As well as Joseph Prince. He's awesome too.
After the conference, I will update everything else more in depth. I will write down what inspired me and things that God spoke to me about. Oh and I can't believe I finished my note book! I can't believe I filled it up with so many lovely and godly messages and diary entries. New one TOmorrow!!
I love you Jesus.
AAAAMMMMEEEEEEENNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!!
JESUS!!!! I LOVEEEE YOUU AND HOWWW GREATTT IS YOUR POWER AND YOUR LOVE AND YOUR MAJESTY. YOUR SUPERNATURAL ANOINTING COMES UPON ME AND SETS ME FREE AND DELIVERS ME VISIONS AND REVELATIONS LIKE NEVER BEFORE!
I LOVE YOU.
The past 3 days have been so overwhelming. I still don't know what to say or what to write. But one thing I know is that God is really speaking directly to me and confirming all that He has told me, including what was written in my revelation and in my vision.
All I will say is that. I WANT TO BE A SERVANT FOR THE LORD AND PREACH THE GOODNEWS TO THE LOST SOULS. I want to do mission work and I pray He will guide me to where He wants me to go.
Today was Judah Smith, last night was Ed Young and he was amazing.
I can't wait till tomorrow because I really believe TD Jakes is going to preach tomorrow night. I can feel it, because they are running out of speakers LOL. It must be tomorrow AND Friday night!
I just love God so much and I really feel like God is telling me to write down my full testimony but I will do it later. ... Later hahaha, Okay God, soon okay!
The only reason I wrote that is because I am so sensitive to God's voice now. I can really tell if it's him or me or the devil speaking. I can discern His voice so well thanks to the power of the Word upon me and His faithfulness.
I know to trust in Him....
And by the way, I might as well just tell you briefly about last night. I don't want to go through details but my parents had an argument last night and it was BAD! It just got to my brain and I felt overwhelmed and over-loaded! I screamed and cried and cried and cried. But within the midst of the dark hours, I still found God stroking my hair. I still told Him that I trusted His timing. I know He has an amazing plan for my life and I accept whatever comes along my way. I am strong not because of who I am today but because of who I was in the past, and is able to confront that with victory.
I also decided to finish my fast this morning. So therefore I did 3 days. I believe this is a Holy number. I did not feel guilty for stopping. I felt like it was the right thing and I listened to my body. Although I know I should listen to God, and I did, but I know God is pleased no matter how many days I've done. I did it through faith and prayer and I'm happy that He was there witnessing with me. I felt very tired this morning and had a tremendous headache. I was also very hurt and sad from last night. All I felt was restlessness.
Anyways, I'm quite tired now. I should go get a shower or something, get change and then come back to my lovely bed to read a book again. Oh man, that book is so great. Jentezen Franklin is amazing to say the least. Him and TD Jakes and the MEN! My mentors! As well as Joseph Prince. He's awesome too.
After the conference, I will update everything else more in depth. I will write down what inspired me and things that God spoke to me about. Oh and I can't believe I finished my note book! I can't believe I filled it up with so many lovely and godly messages and diary entries. New one TOmorrow!!
I love you Jesus.
The message of T D Jakes
It is not your lack of faith that takes you to troubles, it is the strength of your faith that will get you out.
People invest in things they can trust.
Miracles begin with relationships
RADICAL FAITH - TD Jakes
"Release" is radical because as long as you are holding onto your problems, God is not going to touch it.
God wants to give you an "even-now" miracle. You've done everything you knew how to do but couldn't do it, release it and begin to stay faithful that God will provide.
The best is yet to come!!
God can't restore if you are not able to roll the stone back and relive the issue. You have to be able to confront the issue that is bothering you.
It's not over yet, God can restore what you lost.
People invest in things they can trust.
Miracles begin with relationships
RADICAL FAITH - TD Jakes
"Release" is radical because as long as you are holding onto your problems, God is not going to touch it.
God wants to give you an "even-now" miracle. You've done everything you knew how to do but couldn't do it, release it and begin to stay faithful that God will provide.
The best is yet to come!!
God can't restore if you are not able to roll the stone back and relive the issue. You have to be able to confront the issue that is bothering you.
It's not over yet, God can restore what you lost.
Tuesday, July 6, 2010
Day 3/14. A spiritual battle
At this moment. I feel numb. There are so many things that I need to process in my mind. Go spoke so much to me to a point where I don't even know where to begin. I don't care about any other thing right now. Gmail & Facebook as well as MM, I won't even bother with right now.
I'm just so tired, so restless. My heart hurts so much, this time it's not only because of my spiritual conviction but I also feel as if it's the devil attacking me.
Today has got to be the hardest day EVER for me in terms of fasting and it's only the 3rd day. I just want to do so much right now. I want to write down my full revelation. I want to start researching about mission work in Japan. I want to review everything that I've written down today. But my heart is in so much pain right now. I feel so absolutely restless. Especially when I'm listening to my parent's argument right now.
I know all shall be done according to His purpose.
Oh God my heart hurts so much as I'm listening to my dad's ignorant speech. I'm in so much pain right now. My parents...
I know that you told me to not worry and I won't God. I'm just hurt!
It was so hard for me today to not give into temptation of food. I was surrounded by 25 000 + people, WITH food, around cafes, restaurants, eating non-stop, EVERYWHERE. It felt like I must eat, but then I remember I'm fasting for a spiritual purpose. Jesus, please help me! Please help me. I feel so vulnerable right now. I feel so weak. I feel so hurt. I feel restless and low. BUT in the midst of all this, I know you've got an amazing future for me and these things will only add to my testimony that will be used to change millions of lives.
Please give me the boldness and confidence as well as the right opportunity to reach out to the lost souls. Not only that, but also give me the courage to follow up with them, equip and connect in a way that they will find me a trustworthy person to come to whenever they feel the need to share problems.
I feel strongly about you wanting me to go overseas and do mission work. But I also feel strongly about you wanting me to build a strong foundation, to set me seed in good soil and be nourished constantly to ultimately be a healthy, powerful yet beautiful plant.
Jesus I'm so tired right now. Please renew my strength. I need it. I want food so bad right now. It is so hard! I tried so much to keep feeding myself with your words by reaching out to my bible as soon as I feel that great hunger. And I know it feeds me well, but for some reasons I still feel the need for food. God teach me, teach me not to be superficial, to continue through to the end even though it seems impossible. But you are the god of impossibility and in you I will find supernatural power to do things I am never capable of doing.
In you I trust God.
I'm just so tired, so restless. My heart hurts so much, this time it's not only because of my spiritual conviction but I also feel as if it's the devil attacking me.
Today has got to be the hardest day EVER for me in terms of fasting and it's only the 3rd day. I just want to do so much right now. I want to write down my full revelation. I want to start researching about mission work in Japan. I want to review everything that I've written down today. But my heart is in so much pain right now. I feel so absolutely restless. Especially when I'm listening to my parent's argument right now.
I know all shall be done according to His purpose.
Oh God my heart hurts so much as I'm listening to my dad's ignorant speech. I'm in so much pain right now. My parents...
I know that you told me to not worry and I won't God. I'm just hurt!
It was so hard for me today to not give into temptation of food. I was surrounded by 25 000 + people, WITH food, around cafes, restaurants, eating non-stop, EVERYWHERE. It felt like I must eat, but then I remember I'm fasting for a spiritual purpose. Jesus, please help me! Please help me. I feel so vulnerable right now. I feel so weak. I feel so hurt. I feel restless and low. BUT in the midst of all this, I know you've got an amazing future for me and these things will only add to my testimony that will be used to change millions of lives.
Please give me the boldness and confidence as well as the right opportunity to reach out to the lost souls. Not only that, but also give me the courage to follow up with them, equip and connect in a way that they will find me a trustworthy person to come to whenever they feel the need to share problems.
I feel strongly about you wanting me to go overseas and do mission work. But I also feel strongly about you wanting me to build a strong foundation, to set me seed in good soil and be nourished constantly to ultimately be a healthy, powerful yet beautiful plant.
Jesus I'm so tired right now. Please renew my strength. I need it. I want food so bad right now. It is so hard! I tried so much to keep feeding myself with your words by reaching out to my bible as soon as I feel that great hunger. And I know it feeds me well, but for some reasons I still feel the need for food. God teach me, teach me not to be superficial, to continue through to the end even though it seems impossible. But you are the god of impossibility and in you I will find supernatural power to do things I am never capable of doing.
In you I trust God.
Monday, July 5, 2010
Day 2/14. My heart hurts..
All day, my heart has been in pain. Not physically but spiritually. I really feel as though I'm really filled with the Holy Spirit inside of me. I've been in my solitude mode today. I didn't really speak much. I just felt like I had to just savour the presence of the Lord. I'm quite hungry but I'm okay. The night rally was great at Conference. Brian preached and the message I got out of this was
I know I'm facing many troubles but that only means that I will be more blessed because He knows I'm capable of resisting more pain, and the more He gives me, it just shows that I'm more trustworthy to Him. And ultimately, He is only training my faith and shaping my character for home, which is Heaven where I will serve him forever and ever! yay!
Got to wake up quite early tomorrow, maybe at like 5:30am so I can catch a bus at 6:30 and be at Central around 7:00
I'm not worried about anything anymore because I know God has an amazing plan for my life and this week WILL BE
LIFE
CHANGING
TO
THE
MAX!!!!!!
"The greater the blessings, the greater the oppositions. And the greater the oppositions, the greater the blessings."
I know I'm facing many troubles but that only means that I will be more blessed because He knows I'm capable of resisting more pain, and the more He gives me, it just shows that I'm more trustworthy to Him. And ultimately, He is only training my faith and shaping my character for home, which is Heaven where I will serve him forever and ever! yay!
Got to wake up quite early tomorrow, maybe at like 5:30am so I can catch a bus at 6:30 and be at Central around 7:00
I'm not worried about anything anymore because I know God has an amazing plan for my life and this week WILL BE
LIFE
CHANGING
TO
THE
MAX!!!!!!
God reassures me of the vision
Growing in the Dark: TD Jakes
Number 12 is the number of ruler-ship.
The outer covenant is only there as a sign that God is working WITHIN you.
You don't have to LOOK blessed to BE blessed.
God "does not make sense". He does things that do not make sense because we believe in what they don't believe in. We believe in a God that they don't know or deny to know.
Every strong person has a weakness, a vulnerability.
MFG:
I will show your dad the love that your mum has for him.
You are to rule, you were made for power of authority.
We are not hungry of what we have enough of.
You can never be tempted of that which you are full of.
The tempted is weak when he is tired.
You need a vision to succeed. As long as you have a vision, provision will come.
The moment you get the vision, you are aught to shout the victory because it is a sign that provision is on its way
God will bring you out by partnering yourself with something that you don't have. He's going to bring a person to touch you and guide you.
Number 12 is the number of ruler-ship.
The outer covenant is only there as a sign that God is working WITHIN you.
You don't have to LOOK blessed to BE blessed.
God "does not make sense". He does things that do not make sense because we believe in what they don't believe in. We believe in a God that they don't know or deny to know.
Every strong person has a weakness, a vulnerability.
MFG:
I will show your dad the love that your mum has for him.
You are to rule, you were made for power of authority.
We are not hungry of what we have enough of.
You can never be tempted of that which you are full of.
The tempted is weak when he is tired.
You need a vision to succeed. As long as you have a vision, provision will come.
The moment you get the vision, you are aught to shout the victory because it is a sign that provision is on its way
God will bring you out by partnering yourself with something that you don't have. He's going to bring a person to touch you and guide you.
Sunday, July 4, 2010
The Choice
Week of July 2
The Choice
by Max Lucado
by Max Lucado
IT'S QUIET. It's early. My coffee is hot. The sky is still black. The world is still asleep. The day is coming.
In a few moments the day will arrive. It will roar down the track with the rising of the sun. The stillness of the dawn will be exchanged for the noise of the day. The calm of solitude will be replaced by the pounding pace of the human race. The refuge of the early morning will be invaded by decisions to be made and deadlines to be met.
For the next twelve hours I will be exposed to the day's demands. It is now that I must make a choice. Because of Calvary, I'm free to choose. And so I choose.
I choose love . . .
No occasion justifies hatred; no injustice warrants bitterness. I choose love. Today I will love God and what God loves.
I choose joy . . .
I will invite my God to be the God of circumstance. I will refuse the temptation to be cynical . . . the tool of the lazy thinker. I will refuse to see people as anything less than human beings, created by God. I will refuse to see any problem as anything less than an opportunity to see God.
I choose peace . . .
I will live forgiven. I will forgive so that I may live.
I choose patience . . .
I will overlook the inconveniences of the world. Instead of cursing the one who takes my place, I'll invite him to do so. Rather than complain that the wait is too long, I will thank God for a moment to pray. Instead of clinching my fist at new assignments, I will face them with joy and courage.
I choose kindness . . .
I will be kind to the poor, for they are alone. Kind to the rich, for they are afraid. And kind to the unkind, for such is how God has treated me.
I choose goodness . . .
I will go without a dollar before I take a dishonest one. I will be overlooked before I will boast. I will confess before I will accuse. I choose goodness.
I choose faithfulness . . .
Today I will keep my promises. My debtors will not regret their trust. My associates will not question my word. My wife will not question my love. And my children will never fear that their father will not come home.
I choose gentleness . . .
Nothing is won by force. I choose to be gentle. If I raise my voice may it be only in praise. If I clench my fist, may it be only in prayer. If I make a demand, may it be only of myself.
I choose self-control . . .
I am a spiritual being. After this body is dead, my spirit will soar. I refuse to let what will rot, rule the eternal. I choose self-control. I will be drunk only by joy. I will be impassioned only by my faith. I will be influenced only by God. I will be taught only by Christ. I choose self-control.
Love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, and self-control. To these I commit my day. If I succeed, I will give thanks. If I fail, I will seek his grace. And then, when this day is done, I will place my head on my pillow and rest.From When God Whispers Your Name
Copyright (Thomas Nelson, 1999) Max Lucado
Copyright (Thomas Nelson, 1999) Max Lucado
Discernment
I've been getting constant message about discernment.... Here's one from my email inbox
Greg Laurie Daily Devotion:
"........The will of God is not always easy to discern. But often while we are looking for visions and angels and audible voices, God is saying, "You know what? I have an opportunity for you right now if you will just pay attention."
Greg Laurie Daily Devotion:
"........The will of God is not always easy to discern. But often while we are looking for visions and angels and audible voices, God is saying, "You know what? I have an opportunity for you right now if you will just pay attention."
Galatians 3:11 reminds us, "It is through faith that a righteous person has life." God will lead you both supernaturally and naturally, but for the most part, the Christian life is one of faith where you study His Word, pray for direction, apply His principles, and then go out and do the right thing."
And I've also purchased another book today from Hillsong by
Jentezen Franklin talking about DISCERNMENT!
Day 1/14. My next calling
I believe this is my 4th revelation.
Same place as the first: in my car, after the 12pm service.
I've been called to start something new. I'm a bit shocked at the moment. Not worried but just shocked at what He wants me to do.
Holy of all Holy.. I am your God, your ever living God who brings you Glory and success, just as I AM. Jesus Almighty God, your God will be with you wherever you go.
As you have felt in spirit and see in the vision that I've given you. You will be called to preach my name. Your mum will become my follower. There will only be you, your mum and Chi left in the family. Glory will be given to me through your testimony. Your creative hairdressing career will take 1/4 of your life, with mission work the other 1/4 and spreading my message the other 1/2. You will greet others as you travel. You will build connections as you move according to my will. Hope will be in your heart. Success will belong to you. Love will find its way to you, when it is right. I am preparing a great guy for you at this moment. It is someone who you have not met. He is not in Australia. you will travel and you will see him. You two will fall in love, while having ME in the midst of the strong bond, as a 3 cord string will not be easily broken. He will have a heart for me just as you do. He will reach out to you and help you to expand my Kingdom. Through him my ministry will be brought forth. Your hairdressing career will be successful but it will not be taking over your whole life. The real reason for you to be on this earth is for me. Hairdressing is something I've gifted you with only because I know you have the right attitude and the right faith to carry out my will. With your belief and undying love for me, I will use you for my great purpose. I will make you well known in this industry but the only reason I'm doing so is because I need to bring you into the environment of powerful people. I want this to be used as an opportunity for you to build connections, to get to know some particular individuals, as these people have also been called by me. Together you will be united with my body and bring glory to God. Jesus will be glorified. Your success will bring you great wealth. You will reach millions through news and T.V screens. There will also be a scandal of you and how you are spreading my message, but do not fear as I have prepared my way out of troubles for you. I said that I will protect you and I will. It has to be done in order to test the faith of others and since it will reach millions of people, millions of lives will be changed and lives will be given up for me. You are a great child of God and you will be blessed so abundantly, not because of your faithfulness but because I am great and I want my name to be made known. Keep writing in your blog. Keep doing what you are doing now, include everything that inspires you and any trials or troubles you come across because when the world see that, they will know that I am a faithful God who is always with them through the good and the bad. Through the testimony and the personal messages you have, lives will be changed. Keep it private for now between me and yourself. I will let you know when to make it public. Until then have faith in me. Have faith that I will carry out a good work in your life as well as your family's life. Do not be anxious about your parent's situation. I know many people say that your dad can't change his way and he won't but what I will make him realise is the love your mum has for him. Your mum will be rewarded greatly. Although she doesn't know me but she will find me because your faith in such prayer. Don't worry, it's only a matter of time. I will bring her home with me. She will be with me. I assure you that. For now, just love her and support her in all that she asks. Chi is a great sister and I've placed her in your life to really teach you a lesson of patience. You are getting better and I'm glad. Treat her well, make her known about my presence and any work within your life. She will come back to me because she sees me in you. She is a great child of God and remember that all people on earth, no matter how bad, are all called according to my purpose and are all work in-progress. Their lives are still on-going and you will see that when you're in heaven. Only until it is finished can you judge whether that person is good or bad.
This whole journey will take a while but trust in my timing. Trust in me Linh. All will be good. Just let my whispers be sensitive to you so that I don't have to use my last resort of troubles and pain to come upon your life. I desire for you to have a joyful & peaceful life in my unconditional love. Do not worry about anything else but trust in what you believe in, which is me. to be right. It is the only way to eternity and eternal rest. Take rest now my child. Rest.
And wait for my calling to continue to do all that I need you to do. Remember, I've told you, and believe this: "You will change nations and the world!"
God,
My voice in spirit.
Live in me my child, my Princess
Dearest Glory
Your Father,
Jesus
In the vision I see flashes, a number of things. I saw me standing on a stage preaching. I see mum and Chi sitting at the front row.
I see TV screens, the news anchor reading out the news with a picture next to her. She seems to be talking about me, how I'm only 20 years old and is the next big thing in the hair industry. I felt as though this was reaching millions of viewers. I see my family watching this news at home, my relatives all watching this as well, my old class-mates...ect.
I also see another similar situation with the news and the tv sceens but this time, it's a scandal I think. The media is making a big deal out of the fact that I'm spreading the message of christ. Some people are for and some people are against. But this will change lives of many. I could feel it.
I see myself pulling a suitcase walking in the airport, getting ready to depart. I see airplanes rising suggesting that God is taking me to a new place.
I see myself shaking hands with many people, greeting them, getting to know them. All this was work related. Hairdressing industry most definitely. I see me getting to know people of great authority. Like, we were in a meeting, a boardroom or something. And this was overseas.
I just can't believe I'm called to preach. I'm a bit shocked right now. . . I don't know what to think. I mean, really? I guess I just have to trust in God's calling for my life.
It just surprises me how God have actually spoken to me and given me visions. This had never happened before I started fasting. I started because I feel like I need to hear god's words, receive an anointing, a revelation and adopt a new level of faith. It didn't happen straight away and this is my 4th time fasting and I'm receiving this message here. The first time happened after my 2nd fasting attempt I think. I'm not too sure.
Oh and what about how God told me that He is preparing a great guy for me. OVERSEAS? Hrm... this could be interesting. And if he is going to reach out to me and help me expand God's kingdom and IF I was made to ultimately preach, could he actually be a preacher? This is very interesting. LOL. I kind of understand why God wants to hide some things from us, especially if they belong to the future because we wouldn't have believed it otherwise. But I know that God knows that I believe it. I do. And I trust in God.
Same place as the first: in my car, after the 12pm service.
I've been called to start something new. I'm a bit shocked at the moment. Not worried but just shocked at what He wants me to do.
Holy of all Holy.. I am your God, your ever living God who brings you Glory and success, just as I AM. Jesus Almighty God, your God will be with you wherever you go.
As you have felt in spirit and see in the vision that I've given you. You will be called to preach my name. Your mum will become my follower. There will only be you, your mum and Chi left in the family. Glory will be given to me through your testimony. Your creative hairdressing career will take 1/4 of your life, with mission work the other 1/4 and spreading my message the other 1/2. You will greet others as you travel. You will build connections as you move according to my will. Hope will be in your heart. Success will belong to you. Love will find its way to you, when it is right. I am preparing a great guy for you at this moment. It is someone who you have not met. He is not in Australia. you will travel and you will see him. You two will fall in love, while having ME in the midst of the strong bond, as a 3 cord string will not be easily broken. He will have a heart for me just as you do. He will reach out to you and help you to expand my Kingdom. Through him my ministry will be brought forth. Your hairdressing career will be successful but it will not be taking over your whole life. The real reason for you to be on this earth is for me. Hairdressing is something I've gifted you with only because I know you have the right attitude and the right faith to carry out my will. With your belief and undying love for me, I will use you for my great purpose. I will make you well known in this industry but the only reason I'm doing so is because I need to bring you into the environment of powerful people. I want this to be used as an opportunity for you to build connections, to get to know some particular individuals, as these people have also been called by me. Together you will be united with my body and bring glory to God. Jesus will be glorified. Your success will bring you great wealth. You will reach millions through news and T.V screens. There will also be a scandal of you and how you are spreading my message, but do not fear as I have prepared my way out of troubles for you. I said that I will protect you and I will. It has to be done in order to test the faith of others and since it will reach millions of people, millions of lives will be changed and lives will be given up for me. You are a great child of God and you will be blessed so abundantly, not because of your faithfulness but because I am great and I want my name to be made known. Keep writing in your blog. Keep doing what you are doing now, include everything that inspires you and any trials or troubles you come across because when the world see that, they will know that I am a faithful God who is always with them through the good and the bad. Through the testimony and the personal messages you have, lives will be changed. Keep it private for now between me and yourself. I will let you know when to make it public. Until then have faith in me. Have faith that I will carry out a good work in your life as well as your family's life. Do not be anxious about your parent's situation. I know many people say that your dad can't change his way and he won't but what I will make him realise is the love your mum has for him. Your mum will be rewarded greatly. Although she doesn't know me but she will find me because your faith in such prayer. Don't worry, it's only a matter of time. I will bring her home with me. She will be with me. I assure you that. For now, just love her and support her in all that she asks. Chi is a great sister and I've placed her in your life to really teach you a lesson of patience. You are getting better and I'm glad. Treat her well, make her known about my presence and any work within your life. She will come back to me because she sees me in you. She is a great child of God and remember that all people on earth, no matter how bad, are all called according to my purpose and are all work in-progress. Their lives are still on-going and you will see that when you're in heaven. Only until it is finished can you judge whether that person is good or bad.
This whole journey will take a while but trust in my timing. Trust in me Linh. All will be good. Just let my whispers be sensitive to you so that I don't have to use my last resort of troubles and pain to come upon your life. I desire for you to have a joyful & peaceful life in my unconditional love. Do not worry about anything else but trust in what you believe in, which is me. to be right. It is the only way to eternity and eternal rest. Take rest now my child. Rest.
And wait for my calling to continue to do all that I need you to do. Remember, I've told you, and believe this: "You will change nations and the world!"
God,
My voice in spirit.
Live in me my child, my Princess
Dearest Glory
Your Father,
Jesus
In the vision I see flashes, a number of things. I saw me standing on a stage preaching. I see mum and Chi sitting at the front row.
I see TV screens, the news anchor reading out the news with a picture next to her. She seems to be talking about me, how I'm only 20 years old and is the next big thing in the hair industry. I felt as though this was reaching millions of viewers. I see my family watching this news at home, my relatives all watching this as well, my old class-mates...ect.
I also see another similar situation with the news and the tv sceens but this time, it's a scandal I think. The media is making a big deal out of the fact that I'm spreading the message of christ. Some people are for and some people are against. But this will change lives of many. I could feel it.
I see myself pulling a suitcase walking in the airport, getting ready to depart. I see airplanes rising suggesting that God is taking me to a new place.
I see myself shaking hands with many people, greeting them, getting to know them. All this was work related. Hairdressing industry most definitely. I see me getting to know people of great authority. Like, we were in a meeting, a boardroom or something. And this was overseas.
I just can't believe I'm called to preach. I'm a bit shocked right now. . . I don't know what to think. I mean, really? I guess I just have to trust in God's calling for my life.
It just surprises me how God have actually spoken to me and given me visions. This had never happened before I started fasting. I started because I feel like I need to hear god's words, receive an anointing, a revelation and adopt a new level of faith. It didn't happen straight away and this is my 4th time fasting and I'm receiving this message here. The first time happened after my 2nd fasting attempt I think. I'm not too sure.
Oh and what about how God told me that He is preparing a great guy for me. OVERSEAS? Hrm... this could be interesting. And if he is going to reach out to me and help me expand God's kingdom and IF I was made to ultimately preach, could he actually be a preacher? This is very interesting. LOL. I kind of understand why God wants to hide some things from us, especially if they belong to the future because we wouldn't have believed it otherwise. But I know that God knows that I believe it. I do. And I trust in God.
I'm a changed person, really... I've changed so much.
God has really changed me. When I look at myself I don't really recognise myself anymore. I've changed so much it's ... incredible? It's shocking as well.
I mean, when I was in the car listening to music, I have lost most of my interest for music that advocates sexual lyrics, negative meanings and combine that with a catchy melody or tune. Not that you really notice the lyrics or the meaning of a song when you first listen to it, but now that I'm so sensitive to it, I only ever desire to listen to music that has lyrics which builds me up. I don't mind any type of music, as long as it has a positive connotation and that it doesn't send out a bad message. Lately, I've been listening to a lot Hillsong music. I find that so peaceful and nice. I love the state I'm in when I listen to the lyrics of such song. It makes me smile and I feel so happy. Not the normal happiness that comes and go, but that joy which surpasses all humanly experience and was only able to be felt by the power of God.
Jesus is so amazing, I'm so glad to have Him in my life.
I'm so not into clubbing nowadays. I can't believe I used to dance so promiscuously. I enjoyed the attention without admitting it. I liked it when I'm with my friend, namely Quyen and guys were looking, trying to pick us up. Honestly, as ridiculous as it sounds, I actually liked the attention. BUT NOW, when I think back to all those times, "the old me", I find it hard to comprehend that I was really like that, because of how I am now. I'm so different now. I'm not in that zone anymore. I desire to spend my time so much more wisely. I don't like the party scenes anymore. I'm not willing to give up my time to go to clubs to dance, drink, chill ect. I rather spend quality times with family and friends by going to dinner or doing something relaxing and quite. I love Connect Groups. I rather spend my time in prayers and worship. I rather do volunteer work, study the Words of God, read books, go out by myself and so on.
Talking about "going out by myself", I actually really love spending on my own. I know some people think that I'm anti-social or whatever, or that they can't imagine doing anything on their own because they like the company of others. But to be honest, I LOVEEEE being by myself. I love it so much. It gives me so much time just to relax in the presence and love of God. Those times that I'm on my own allows me so much opportunities to observe the world, be appreciative for all which is around me. Oh I love it so much. And that's why I love taking the bus, because I love multi-tasking! LOL. Whilst you're on your way to a destination, all you have to do is sit there and watch the world. It's like you have a 4D cinema right in front of your eyes. You have all these beautiful things to look at, be thankful for all the good restaurants out there, clean & fresh air, nice & smooth concrete roads, the multiculturalism, the fact that I'm living in a free country with the rights to express individualism and be who you want to be.
I'm so thankful to be living on this land. I'm so thankful.
Well tonight was a wonderful night. It was Sveta's 20th birthday. The dinner was great and I'm glad she was happy. I wished I would've gotten a Cheesecake for her but I didn't have enough time. It was short notice. But at least I got it so it's all good. It took me almost an hour to get there because of the traffic and the GPS that keeps loosing signal and pointing me to different direction LOL. Anyways, all is well. I got home at 11 which is not too late, and I still have time to relax and write on my blog like every day. I can't believe I have not missed a day. This is too addictive. I feel the "need" and the "want" to write and to include everything that inspires me on this blog. I believe it will be life-changing. Like God told me, He wants to use me for a great will and I know my testimony will be very important. This is one of a way to track down my day to day life, and to really watch how God transforms my life.
God is so amazing and I'm so excited for conference next week. I've been waiting for so long and it is finally here! Sunday, Monday. OMG 2 more days and it's here! I can't wait. I absolutely can't wait!!! It's going to be life-changing! Nothing will be the same. Everything will change! Miracles and healing will take place. God's presence will be more noticeable than ever before. Oh Jesus. I'm so blessed! So so so so so so blessed! I LOVE YOU!
So I'm still thinking of what I should do tomorrow. I'm not sure yet. I want to rearrange my room and start buying things, but apart of me find it kind of pointless because I don't know what's happening with my parents. I don't know if they will stay together or that they will separate. I do want them to stay together, but I'm not sure if it's the right thing or good thing for them both. I know that God does not like divorce but seeing the way my mum is right now hurts me SO much. I'm so hurt to see her suffer like this. I can tell that they're both suffering so much. Mentally, they are sick! They are so stressed out and they are pretty much separated on emotional terms. They're only holding up an image of a family externally, but who would've thought how dysfunctional our family really is. I slept with mum for the first time in like 6 years last night. I also had a talk with dad as well. I'm not happy with how things are at the moment but one thing I always have faith in is that "in all things, God works together for the good of those love Him". I love Him and I know He is only preparing me to the place where He wants me to be. That is why I'm not sure what is best for my parents. I will pray about it and trust in God's hands. I will use this coming week at conference to place this into this will. I will also start fasting tomorrow. I think it is finally the time. The reason why I've held it up to this point is because there has been too many things going on, too many events and especially when it's Sveta's birthday, I want to be there for her and celebrate it with her. Jesus, I will use the coming week to surrender my heart to you. My mind and my body, my spirit and all that I have to you because I believe that this week will be an amazing one. I have so many requests and I've set up my own agenda for what I want to be guided through. Here are the things that I want you to give me wisdom on, but most importantly bless me and let them be guided by Holy spirit and be turned into something extravagantly amazing.
I mean, when I was in the car listening to music, I have lost most of my interest for music that advocates sexual lyrics, negative meanings and combine that with a catchy melody or tune. Not that you really notice the lyrics or the meaning of a song when you first listen to it, but now that I'm so sensitive to it, I only ever desire to listen to music that has lyrics which builds me up. I don't mind any type of music, as long as it has a positive connotation and that it doesn't send out a bad message. Lately, I've been listening to a lot Hillsong music. I find that so peaceful and nice. I love the state I'm in when I listen to the lyrics of such song. It makes me smile and I feel so happy. Not the normal happiness that comes and go, but that joy which surpasses all humanly experience and was only able to be felt by the power of God.
Jesus is so amazing, I'm so glad to have Him in my life.
I'm so not into clubbing nowadays. I can't believe I used to dance so promiscuously. I enjoyed the attention without admitting it. I liked it when I'm with my friend, namely Quyen and guys were looking, trying to pick us up. Honestly, as ridiculous as it sounds, I actually liked the attention. BUT NOW, when I think back to all those times, "the old me", I find it hard to comprehend that I was really like that, because of how I am now. I'm so different now. I'm not in that zone anymore. I desire to spend my time so much more wisely. I don't like the party scenes anymore. I'm not willing to give up my time to go to clubs to dance, drink, chill ect. I rather spend quality times with family and friends by going to dinner or doing something relaxing and quite. I love Connect Groups. I rather spend my time in prayers and worship. I rather do volunteer work, study the Words of God, read books, go out by myself and so on.
Talking about "going out by myself", I actually really love spending on my own. I know some people think that I'm anti-social or whatever, or that they can't imagine doing anything on their own because they like the company of others. But to be honest, I LOVEEEE being by myself. I love it so much. It gives me so much time just to relax in the presence and love of God. Those times that I'm on my own allows me so much opportunities to observe the world, be appreciative for all which is around me. Oh I love it so much. And that's why I love taking the bus, because I love multi-tasking! LOL. Whilst you're on your way to a destination, all you have to do is sit there and watch the world. It's like you have a 4D cinema right in front of your eyes. You have all these beautiful things to look at, be thankful for all the good restaurants out there, clean & fresh air, nice & smooth concrete roads, the multiculturalism, the fact that I'm living in a free country with the rights to express individualism and be who you want to be.
I'm so thankful to be living on this land. I'm so thankful.
Well tonight was a wonderful night. It was Sveta's 20th birthday. The dinner was great and I'm glad she was happy. I wished I would've gotten a Cheesecake for her but I didn't have enough time. It was short notice. But at least I got it so it's all good. It took me almost an hour to get there because of the traffic and the GPS that keeps loosing signal and pointing me to different direction LOL. Anyways, all is well. I got home at 11 which is not too late, and I still have time to relax and write on my blog like every day. I can't believe I have not missed a day. This is too addictive. I feel the "need" and the "want" to write and to include everything that inspires me on this blog. I believe it will be life-changing. Like God told me, He wants to use me for a great will and I know my testimony will be very important. This is one of a way to track down my day to day life, and to really watch how God transforms my life.
God is so amazing and I'm so excited for conference next week. I've been waiting for so long and it is finally here! Sunday, Monday. OMG 2 more days and it's here! I can't wait. I absolutely can't wait!!! It's going to be life-changing! Nothing will be the same. Everything will change! Miracles and healing will take place. God's presence will be more noticeable than ever before. Oh Jesus. I'm so blessed! So so so so so so blessed! I LOVE YOU!
So I'm still thinking of what I should do tomorrow. I'm not sure yet. I want to rearrange my room and start buying things, but apart of me find it kind of pointless because I don't know what's happening with my parents. I don't know if they will stay together or that they will separate. I do want them to stay together, but I'm not sure if it's the right thing or good thing for them both. I know that God does not like divorce but seeing the way my mum is right now hurts me SO much. I'm so hurt to see her suffer like this. I can tell that they're both suffering so much. Mentally, they are sick! They are so stressed out and they are pretty much separated on emotional terms. They're only holding up an image of a family externally, but who would've thought how dysfunctional our family really is. I slept with mum for the first time in like 6 years last night. I also had a talk with dad as well. I'm not happy with how things are at the moment but one thing I always have faith in is that "in all things, God works together for the good of those love Him". I love Him and I know He is only preparing me to the place where He wants me to be. That is why I'm not sure what is best for my parents. I will pray about it and trust in God's hands. I will use this coming week at conference to place this into this will. I will also start fasting tomorrow. I think it is finally the time. The reason why I've held it up to this point is because there has been too many things going on, too many events and especially when it's Sveta's birthday, I want to be there for her and celebrate it with her. Jesus, I will use the coming week to surrender my heart to you. My mind and my body, my spirit and all that I have to you because I believe that this week will be an amazing one. I have so many requests and I've set up my own agenda for what I want to be guided through. Here are the things that I want you to give me wisdom on, but most importantly bless me and let them be guided by Holy spirit and be turned into something extravagantly amazing.
- My mum and dad's current situation: their emotional feelings, the restaurant, the income/ finance, the family
- The taxi case
- My hair dressing career
- More revelation & anointing
- FOR MUM TO BECOME A CHRISTIAN!!!!!!!
So those are the things I have so far. I'm not sure if there would be more but that's it for now.
I want my mum to find the love that I found. The most amazing love anyone could ever give, or will be able to give. The love which surpasses all of her greatest experience with Dad. Jesus will cover all her pain and replace them with the most joyful feeling of peace she can ever receive. I'm believing for the best, that's all I can say.
So about the fasting tomorrow.... I mean starting from today 4th July. I really need to start because I feel like this is crucial. Especially when it is combined with prayers and worship, it will be amazing.
I'm thinking of going on a 14 days fast. Not too ambitious right? I went on a 7 days before so I think 14 days would be okay for me. I really want to come into His presence once again. Give myself all to Him unreservedly and allow Him to take all that I am and use it for His will, whatever He wishes, please do.
So tomorrow is Sunday 4th July, fasting for 14 days would mean that I will finish on Sunday 18th July.
Tomorrow.. what to do what to do....?
I definitely want to pay off my library late fees. Mum really teaches me to always do everything legitimately. She doesn't like borrowing or owing money unnecessarily. I honestly thank God for a Mum like that. I love my Dad too. He's really amazing as well and he has taught me to be organised and clean which is a trait that I love myself for (: I don't want to talk about the future though. It's sad to think about it because of the possibility that he will be by himself and he will have nothing left, no money, no family, no support. I just really wish my parents can be how they used to be. I used Dad would not only recognise his mistakes but would also be willing to fix it and not repeat it again. It hurts me to see that he is still talking to other ladies from Vietnam, still thinking so wrongly of mum, still smoke so much and swear way too often. But what can I do but to pray. I really don't know what I should pray for. I don't know if it is best if my dad and my mum stays together or that they should be single and divorced. Mum would definitely be much happier, but ultimately, their old days will be so lonely and I don't want that. Oh God. I trust all this in your name. Please show your presence within this situation. Work this for good although it doesn't look too good.
Okay so to end this....
My first day of the 14 day fasting begins...
Today!
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