TONI&GUY offered me ANOTHER present!

But seek ye first the kingdom of God & His righteousness and all these things shall me added to you! 




I feel so amazingly happy right now. Although it is something big and exciting but it's nothing compare to what God has planned for me to achieve and experience. It will be a zillion times better. OMG I'm so exciteddddd. woot woottttt!!!! Angie just gave me a call asking if I'd like to be vadered to specialise in either cut or colour. She said Dennis, Graham and her have sat together and decided that they wanted to keep me and pay the training fees for me which  usually costs $6000 to $8000 I'm not sure. But I'm just thrilled. They said, afterward they would like to place me in one of the T&G salon and then sign a contract of course. 


And all that time I was just looking for work but was then disappointed that I wasn't chosen. I wasn't sad though, because I knew it would only mean that there are better things in-stored for me. I'm so happy and feel so blessed. I was just stressing over getting my portfolio done so I can start looking for work after all my family problem has been figured out. I was stressed over waiting for the pictures to be returned to me from all the shoots ect. But then I knew last night that I would need to prepare myself all day today studying His word which I did. There were sermon notes from Paula White about "First things first." and first fruits and so on. And how funny is it, that right at this moment, after studying those words, when I'd probably be spending on other things, that God has blessed me with such reward, reassuring me that as long as I place Him first, he will make everything work out majestically great for my future. And all this time, when I was worrying, God was already at work. Wow, how amazing is he. 


Now I just want to reach more and more into the life of Jesus, prepare myself much more for what is to come. And yes Jesus, I do remember that this isn't my destiny. That right now I'm just bridging my job and my dream. And that bridge is called a "dream job" and I know it is only temporary because who stays on the bridge forever. They have to get to the other side sooner or later. And that is where my purpose will be FULLY fulfilled. Now I understand why God told me this will take up 1/4 of my life and mission the other 1/2. I just pray that Jesus will continue to lead me into His purpose and Glory (:


I loveeeeeee YOUUUU

More and more. Faith reaches higher and higher

Each time I say how much my faith has grown is a sign that it has in fact grown SIGNIFICANTLY. I can remember clearly those times when I first received revelations and visions that I said how strongly I feel God's presence and how amazing my faith is as compared to last year. But I have to say that just after last night listening to Delatorro messages I have grown another level deeper. It's so amazing how wise that young man is and he is definitely fulfilling his purpose. God has blessed him so much. Just seeing the way he speaks makes me want to be so much more. So much knowledge and wisdom. So much passion, love and godliness. I want to get that book and I will. It's unfortunate that they don't have it here in Australia so I have to order it from ebay probably.

I love reaching into God's words. I want to spend my time wisely and INVEST it by doing what is most necessary. If it's not worth doing, I shouldn't do it at all. It will just be a waste of time. I should just DO IT if my heart tells me so. Even if it doesn't feel right with what's logical. I just have to listen to His voice and be obedient. Similar to what I'm doing with this blog. I honestly didn't think I was ready to put this out to the public, but I did it anyway because I really feel as if God was pushing me to. He said it once before but I didn't listen. I posted it up then deleted it. But then I really feel as though He was telling me "It's time, someone needs to read this." and so I did it.

I will put Him first before all things. It's 5:14pm now and I just pray that He will allow me to utilise the rest of the day wisely. I just want to read more and more and prepare myself mentally for everything that is to come.

I love Jesus so much!!

OH i love Delatorro!!!

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Amazing! I want to buy these books!! He is so amazingg!!





amazing!




YES YES YES YES


I FEEL SO BLESSEDDDD!!!

MUST READ LIST

Think and Grow Rich - Napoleon Hill

The Millionaire Next Door - Thomas Stanley & William Danko

The One Minute Millionaire - Mark Victor Hansen & Robert Allen

Failing Forward - Dr. John C. Maxwell

Today Matters - Dr. John C. Maxwell

Reallionaire: Nine Steps to Becoming Rich From the Inside Out. - Farrah Gray

The E Myth - Michael Gerber

Rich Dad, Poor Dad - Robert Kiyosaki

A Setback is a Setup, for a Comeback - Willie Jolley

How to Get Rich without Cutting Up Your Credit Cards - Robert Kiyosaki

The Automatic Millionaire - David Bach

The Uncommon Millionaire - Dr. Mike Murdock

The Law of Recognition - Dr. Mike Murdock

Young, Fabulous, and Broke - Susie Orman

The Seven Habits of Highly Effective People - Steven Covey

Why We Want You to be Rich - Donald Trump & Robert Kiyosaki

The Nine Steps to Financial Freedom - Susie Orman

Multiple Streams of Income - Robert Allen

How to Think Like a Billionaire - Donald Trump


Get Serious 13.3 MB
If You 2.5 MB
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The Dash 2.4 MB
The Race 7.2 MB

Just working.....

Well... as I'm writing this, I really wonder if anyone has seen this blog of mine. It's weird because I don't know who's reading it, I don't know how many people or if there is anyone at all. But I have to follow God's voice even if it doesn't seem right or feel logical. God doesn't work in the comfortable zone, he put us into discomfort and that's his way of leading us into the right direction.

I can't believe how fast time has flew by. It's already almost the end of July and it's almost my sister's birthday. OMG. Time really does fly. Well she told me what phone she wanted and now it's just a matter of searching for the right price and organising the plan from TPG.

But besides that, I feel like there's so much on my mind that I need to figure out. I honestly don't feel like doing any photo shoots during this time but I have 2 this coming week. I just want to rest and get TOTALLY into God's words. Like intensely into his spirit. But I can't just leave everything. There's still work at the restaurant that needs me. I still need to finish off my interior designing course. I still need to figure out the porfolio, look for a hairdressing at the appropriate time, contact AAMI about the car claim, and much much more..


But I don't want to think about it now. I'm not working tomorrow so I will dedicate tomorrow for this. To organise my next 2 months or so and really put in order my priorities..

Anyways, need to go wash dishes.


To do later tonight: Read Paula White "First things first"

Dare to dream

Remember, the difference between a dream and a dream-come-true is the courage to follow your heart. Your future begins today…so go for it – and dare to dream!

And the cares of this world, and the deceitfulness of riches, and the lusts of other things entering in, choke the word, and it becometh unfruitful. 

(Mark 4:19)

Write the vision, and make it plain… 

(Habakkuk 2:2)

“For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the LORD, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future…” 

(Jeremiah 29:11)

Straight Talk - Pastor Paula White Interview

What is your line of assignment?

*Eat clean, don't let your body crush on you because you have a message to carry.

Amazing message. Beautiful woman of God.

Where ever the presence of God is, you will flourish.

My ways are not your ways.

The easiest thing is to be filled with the spirit. The hardest thing is emptying yourself.

Preaching is the proclamation through individual lives to share and to show who Christ is on the earth.


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God is shifting thing around.
He will connect you to a person.

Your tomorrow will be different from today

1.Favour creates multiplication and increase
Mat 14:17

2.Favour will birth divine miracles
Use your faith!

3.Favour will link you to golden connection

4.Favour will unleash financial blessings

5.Favour will give you supernatural promotion

6.Favour produces what money can't buy

7.Favour will turn your enemies to your friends.

1 Kings 3:4

Dramatic change.

There is one more thing to reach the totality of the Heavenly blessing:
Forgiveness


How my heart hurts. How it is in pain. How I feel betrayed by my own father. But it's okay because at least my God doesn't forsake me.



My heart hurts, it really does. To see that smile that I miss. I miss that laughter so much. How can I not have that yet I'm his daughter. We're his closest companions yet those precious joyful moments have been given only to strangers. I love how dad is happy, the way his laugh makes everything seems absolutely fine. If he is happy with us, it makes the whole family rejoice. But what good is there if he can not love the closest people in his life. The one who are able to provide with the utmost care and love, support and all the rest. I know he wished he had a son. I know he feels so unfortunate that there are 3 girls in the family. I thought as long as it is his children, then he doesn't really mind. But today, I finally found out, it isn't so. Spoken in front of me to the customer, he said how much happiness it'd bring him if there was a son, but he was only able to have 3 girls. Well it's okay. It hurts me a little bit, but I understand that from a male perspective, they would need a guy bond and having a son would give them a different/better father-child connection.

This is really a big shift that's happening in my life. I think this would be the biggest ever since I've come to this country. Maybe it is because it is so dramatic and it involved the people I love most. I honestly love my dad so much. I know now that I'd rather see him happy in a distant than to have him next to me and not being happy at all. I know how much pain it'd be off his shoulder once he leaves. It hurts. It hurts. Just because I'm looking forward to those days, doesn't mean it doesn't hurt. Just because I am happy that he is leaving, that doesn't mean I'm happy for him to go. My family. My family is no longer how it's used to be. I need to be strong. I need to take the role of a father from now on. I need to act like a man and hold the responsibility for my my mum and younger sister. I need to be there for them at all times. Now that my dad will be out of my life, I wonder if I feel anything towards him. Do I feel angry? Sad? Betrayed? Hatred? Happy? Relief?

It doesn't matter how I feel. As long as it is for his kingdom, I'll gladly obey. But one thing I know that God does want me to do is to: forgive. Take away all the bitterness, anger and just gladly forgive. Just as he forgave me and the worst person on earth, I need to forgive my dad. I will forgive him, because that is what he wants.

BEYOND THE BLESSINGS

The apple tree is an apple tree even before it bare it's fruits.

Psalm 1

 ¹ Blessed is the man 
       who does not walk in the counsel of the wicked 
       or stand in the way of sinners 
       or sit in the seat of mockers.

 ² But his delight is in the law of the LORD,
       and on his law he meditates day and night.

 ³ He is like a tree planted by streams of water,
       which yields its fruit in season
       and whose leaf does not wither.
       Whatever he does prospers.

The fruit of my body is blessed!!!

Walk in the blessing of the Lord. DO YOU KNOW HOW BLESSED YOU ARE!

The ringing of the bell = the blood has hit the Mercy seat = your sin has been remitted

The holy spirit is a WITNESS

The sign comes, and God will fill everything. He will fill you and fill everything that you come in contact with


MY WITNESS IS IN  HEAVEN AND MY RECORD IS ON HIGH.

There's a big difference between ANOINTED and TALENTED

tal·ent  (tāl'ənt)   

n.

1. 
   
   A marked innate ability, as for artistic accomplishment. SeeSynonyms at ability.
   Natural endowment or ability of a superior quality.

a·noint

   [uh-noint]  Show IPA

–verb (used with object)

1.

to rub or sprinkle on; apply an unguent, ointment, or oilyliquid to.

2.

to smear with any liquid.

3.

to consecrate or make sacred in a ceremony that includesthe token applying of oil: He anointed the new high priest.

4.

to dedicate to the service of god.

The devil is fighting you because of your potential in the power of the Holy Spirit!!

His afraid YOU'RE GOING TO BE INTOXICATED WITH THE HOLY SPIRIT AND SEEKING GOD'S FACE, AND BE ENDOWED WITH THE INTEGRITY OF GOD'S WORD.

GET BEYOND THE BLESSING!

MAKE SOME NOISE WITH PRAYERS AND TURN FROM YOUR WICKED WAYS.

The real sign of Pentecost is more than tongue

SEEK HIS FACE, DON'T SEEK HIS HANDS

IF YOU SEEK HIS FACE YOU WILL RECEIVE WHAT IS IN HIS HANDS.

SEEK HIM, SEEK HIS FACE!

New shift in my life

So it is official. We're moving out in 2 months time back to our old place...The restaurant will now be in the hand of my sister and her husband.

So.... I guess this is a new direction God is taking me. I trust in him.

This is a new trigger for the Holy Momentum that is to come.

Dave Ramsey talks about Money

Money is fun... if you have some.

80% knowledge
20% behaviour

Nothing in your spiritual life is simultaneous. It's a process

1) GET OUT OF DEBT
Debt = risk
Prov 22:7 - The borrowers are slaves to the lenders.

2) SPEND LESS THAN YOU MAKE
Prov 21:20
Contentment!

3) GET ON A BUDGET
God will only give you what you can handle.
He's not going to give you stuff that will harm you.
Have a PLAN.

4) SAVE AND INVEST
- an emergency fun: something's going to happen. There's going to be a rainy day
- pay cash for things: there's an emotional attachment to notes/cash: spend 12 - 20% less when using cash than 47% more when using cards.
- invest

5) GIVE

Jesus is amazing, even after a bad new

So this morning, I found out something that really crushed me but not as much as I thought it'd be. For some reasons, every time bad news comes I can always take it so easily. Like I said before, it's like a wall that God has built up surrounding my heart to not let it laid by other worldly circumstances. After all, the spirit within me is so much stronger than any other worldly things that are able to take place. Despite know this secret, I still find so much joy in God. It is amazing so I'm no longer crying, questioning why or depressed over my life situation. It is because I know this is only "A" part of God's glorious plan for me. This has to happen in order for greater things to come. I love Jesus. It doesn't really matter anymore. It doesn't matter if my dad has another kid. I think it's the past. The only thing I felt after finding out this is how much more respect I lost for him. He is so not worthy of mum's love. I can not even fathom how generous and loving mum is. She said she is not bitter, she doesn't blame the innocent child nor does she feels upset towards that woman. She only feels a deep sense of betrayal from my dad. And if I were her, I'd feel the same. She just wants someone to look after her and care for her. The situation with my family restaurant is so hard to figure right now and it can change any moment. The circumstance is so unstable and no one knows what's going to happen next. Every day prior to today, things have constantly taken a change, a shift in direction, and new solution has to be thought of every time that happens. I think I finally know why dad has so much pressure with money. He probably needed to take care of his other family and he feels obligated to provide for them financially. I bet that as soon as he gets the money he's going back to Vietnam for sure. All I want is for mum to be happy and healthy and ultimately find love in Jesus Christ. Not only that I will start to fast for her. I'm not sure if it is weekly, monthly or yearly on her birthday but I definitely want to dedicate a day when I devote myself whole hearted to prayer and pray for my mum. I really want God to bring another man into her life like how God did to Ruth. Even though Ruth wasn't a Jew, she was one of 4 bad girls in the genealogy of Jesus Christ, but God has chosen and favoured her and blessed her with an amazing man after the death of her husband. I want God to bless my mum the same way and then eventually bring her to Christ. I would love for this new man to be loving and caring LIKE ONE ELSE. I want my mum to feel loved!!!!!! more than ever before. He has to be responsible and kind, supportive but most of all, HE HAS TO BE SENT FROM GOD, AND IS A MAN OF GOD. I don't know how mum will come to christ but if this man is someone great, I'd love him to have a heart for God and lead her into Christ himself. Oh how amazing will that be. But I'm not going to plan too much for the future. I will place them all in the hands of God and trust that His timing will come for all the promises He has made! I'm so happy for the wonderful love and peace he had given me thus far. He had sustained me so well through this tough time and I feel so much gratitude for him. Jesus thank you! Thank you so much! Please teach me more on this Sunday. Prepare me more for what is to come. Guide me in my decisions, give me wisdoms, give me strength and open up the career path which you've ordained for me. Guide me Lord, guide me and show me the way. Don't let me lose my skills and ability of hairdressing because I haven't done it for so long. Sustain it God. Put my skill in the freezer and put a pause to it. Sustain it's ability and life. I will need to come back to it. And whenever you think I am ready. Take me out and I will start to serve, for you.

In Jesus' name!
Amen!!!!