But seek ye first the kingdom of God & His righteousness and all these things shall me added to you!
I feel so amazingly happy right now. Although it is something big and exciting but it's nothing compare to what God has planned for me to achieve and experience. It will be a zillion times better. OMG I'm so exciteddddd. woot woottttt!!!! Angie just gave me a call asking if I'd like to be vadered to specialise in either cut or colour. She said Dennis, Graham and her have sat together and decided that they wanted to keep me and pay the training fees for me which usually costs $6000 to $8000 I'm not sure. But I'm just thrilled. They said, afterward they would like to place me in one of the T&G salon and then sign a contract of course.
And all that time I was just looking for work but was then disappointed that I wasn't chosen. I wasn't sad though, because I knew it would only mean that there are better things in-stored for me. I'm so happy and feel so blessed. I was just stressing over getting my portfolio done so I can start looking for work after all my family problem has been figured out. I was stressed over waiting for the pictures to be returned to me from all the shoots ect. But then I knew last night that I would need to prepare myself all day today studying His word which I did. There were sermon notes from Paula White about "First things first." and first fruits and so on. And how funny is it, that right at this moment, after studying those words, when I'd probably be spending on other things, that God has blessed me with such reward, reassuring me that as long as I place Him first, he will make everything work out majestically great for my future. And all this time, when I was worrying, God was already at work. Wow, how amazing is he.
Now I just want to reach more and more into the life of Jesus, prepare myself much more for what is to come. And yes Jesus, I do remember that this isn't my destiny. That right now I'm just bridging my job and my dream. And that bridge is called a "dream job" and I know it is only temporary because who stays on the bridge forever. They have to get to the other side sooner or later. And that is where my purpose will be FULLY fulfilled. Now I understand why God told me this will take up 1/4 of my life and mission the other 1/2. I just pray that Jesus will continue to lead me into His purpose and Glory (:
I loveeeeeee YOUUUU
