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Tuesday, February 12, 2013

Farewell party for Lilia, Claire and Sarah @ Cg last night

Lord, I can't say much more than how much we love you and how amazing you are. I will never in forever be able to fathom the love you have for us. I can feel that each and every day I have a fresher revelation of how much you love me and care for me, and how you provide for me. I love you Jesus. I thank you that even though I didn't have money and my intention was to get presents for the girls, you ended up giving me red pocket on Chinese New Years. I have a wedding this coming weekend and you've just been so generous to me by using people and having them lend me things. I'm so appreciative of you.

Jesus. I followed my heart and did the Be/ On Mission Goal for 2013. I just realised how fruitful it is. I love seeing the cg flourish. And Lord may you please raise up even more leaders to lead your people. I can think of so many great things they can do when the power and authority is given to them. My stand out girls are Rebeca and Natasha. I pray that you will speak to each of our cg individually about their next step, and those who are wanting to lead a cg, or those who you've spoken to about leading the cg, I hope you will prompt them to come to Welcome to the Club night.

I thank you for the progress of our team. I know you hand is on it and I just want to say thankful for all the fruitful things that will come out of our strong team. I pray you raise up and equip leaders like never before. I pray that myself and James will bring the service to a whole new level with the responsibility we've been entrusted with. I thank you in advance for all the great things, all the great testimonies. I ask for you to give us wisdom and discernment as we appoint leaders into position. I pray that we will be known as passionate people for others and for Christ. Lord above all, I ask that you will strengthen their personal relationship with you because all the good things flow out of what's within them. Bless Andrei and Tyson with the Bus licence. I am incredibly excited. Help me not to get competitive or narrow minded, but let us have a large picture, kingdom focus. Help me to prioritise and continue to bless me financially. Help Daryl and Lemba and Daniel and Aggie to be committed towards you in connect groups and your church. Help them not to lose sight of who you are and devote their time to serving you as well.

Lord, here is my request of the people we need in our team:
_ Bus drivers
_ Creative person: who is passionate/ design gifted/ loyal/ reliable/ inventor!
_ Social media person
_ STRONG new people's team with people who are gatherers!
_ New people follow up leader

Saturday, February 9, 2013

I love you & even though I've lost all I have, I still have all I need.

Dear God.

I love you.

That is all.

This morning I lost my suitcase this morning. All of my hair stuff was in it apart from a comb and clips and a few products. But Lord!!!!!! How amazing have you refined me. Even though I've lost all that made me who I am, a hairdresser, I'm still absolutely fine. I'm not worried. I'm not scared. I'm just so expectant for you to move because you are my provider. I had to cancel an appointment today due to me having no scissors or hairdryer, but how is it that I can be so calm. That's so not me usually. And it can only mean one thing. You are now truly truly in me and you are being reflected through me. Lord will you please forgive those who were speaking against your house, will you please forgive those who are so negative towards the world and forgive those who support what is not right. God I thank you that throughout this whole journey you've made me so pure. You've allowed my mind to be focused onto you. Thank you so much for loving me. Thank you thank you thank you!!!!!!!!! Thank you that you have provided for me sooooooo much!!!!!!!!! Jesus you are truly a life saver. I have so much peace it's incredible. But please hear me out Lord. May you give me surpassing peace in ALL circumstances. Not just now, but at all times. By your grace, I will have peace even in the most difficult situation.

Lord. Last sunday needed to have $700 and you provided for me right on the dollar. Then I had no money for the following day's full licence test besides a few coins in my wallet. But you were gracious enough to give me a client. With the client I had, I earned $50 and the licence fee was $52, and $2 came from my wallet. That was an amazing feeling, knowing how well you provide for me. You knew I'd pass, you knew a way of providing for me. Thank you Lord. Then the last $1 I had I bought Oreo from Coles. haha. Anyways, thankfully I received some money from mum to fill a tank of petrol, which allowed me to drive everyone to and from Heart & Soul night, as well as today's shoot to Cronulla and back. Thank you for providing. At the moment I have $0.25 in the bank account and $1.80. But oh I have so much joy. I have so much peace. I've lost almost $3000 worth of hair stuff in my kit but I am no where near worried. All but your grace Jesus. All because of you.

I need $1400 by the end of the month. I know you'll provide. Whatever I need Jesus, you'll provide.

I just want to say thank you for showing me how to live like you. I love you and I will forever be yours. Please help me to fall in love with you even more than I am now.


I love you God!!




Isaiah 26:3
"You will keep him in perfect peace, whose mind is stayed on You, because he trusts in you."

Philippians 4:7
"And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and mind through Christ Jesus."

Monday, February 4, 2013

Thank you for loving me. Thank you for providing.

Jesus. Thank you for providing for me Jesus. Thank you that even though I only have a few dollars in my wallet right now, you will provide for all that I need. Lord I thank you for petrol for tomorrow so I can drive to Baulkham Hills, I thank you that I will have money for my Driver Qualification Test on wednesday. Thank you that you will provide for me when I meet up with everyone on Thursday. Thank you that you will give me the best, most original idea for the next few photoshoots. Thank you Lord for showing me that you are all I need. Thank you that I get to walk fully dependent on you and not in my power. Lord what would you like for us to do this weekend? This weekend we are having a welcome to church party, please let me know what you would like me to do. Help me to serve Leighton well, help me to serve you well.

Jesus, Thank you so much for reassuring me that you alone will provide. Jesus thank you for everything. Lord I ask that I will forever be dependent on you. Please remind me of your love for me always. Jesus I don't want to be apart from you for one moment. I want to be near and as close to you as possible. Lord I run to you because you are my refuge. When the world comes against me, you are there. Lord I will not worry about all the fines that I have. I know you said you will take care of it. I trust in you Jesus.

I love you so much Jesus. Please help me to know you more. Please help me to help others. Help me to be more like you. Help me to be the light in this dark world. Let me be your hands. Let me be used to touch others. Lord, I know it is hard, but help me to be obedient and willing to your plan and purpose.

Let me speak life into people's life. Let me do what I can to provide for others.


I love you God. I will never be able to fathom the love you have for me. All I can ask if for you to show me more and more glimpses of your love.

Help me to love the way you do. Help me to look beyond my selfish ambitions and desires and to do everything for you. I know it's hard God, but if you are for me, who can be against me.

Please help me to never give up reading the bible, because I know in my own power I will fail. But if you will help me by your grace, I know I can do all thing. Let my desire for you grow more and more each day. Let my mind rest on you. Let me look up and seek your face. Help me to run away from this world every now and then to seek for your presence.

Help me to continue to appreciate delay and time on my own.

Bless my hands.

Bless my mind.

Bless my speech.

Bless my feet.

Bless my posture.

Give me the aura that is from you. That glows. That is full of your mighty power, love and grace.