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Receive your breakthrough when you speak God’s language of faith! Joseph Prince teaches you how you can speak good things into existence and see the miracles you are believing God for manifest!
So yes, up until last night I was still quite shocked at everything that has been happening, especially with the competition. I thought God intervened but I guessed this is not where God wants me to go. It's disappointing to see 3 models go, so I ended up telling people it's on and then it's not, and the cycle goes on. But this time, it's definitely not on. There's just no right model and I don't want to do it if I can't give my best. But that's okay...
That video above came under my news feed last night and I decided to watch it and I think God intended it for me. It talked about how in the Young Literal Translation, there is no future tense but only PAST & PRESENT tense. It is also very accurate because he studied the language of Hebrew for most of his life. I've came to realised that everything which God had promised has already happened. There is no " I WILL bless you" "I SHALL bless you". There's only "I HAVE blessed you" or "I BLESS you". It's pretty amazing. So all I need to do is to believe it as though they were. When I need healing, I will believe that I already have it and thank God for it. When I need success/health/money/energy/strength/love/hope...what ever it is that I need, I will believe that I already have it, and my mindset will start to change.
Today is my day off again to make up for last sunday that I worked. I'm hoping to clean my room today and do my Interior Design. I've been delaying that for so long now because I just don't have time or energy.
I thank God for another day that I'm able to accomplish his will and live for him. I thank Him for an opportunity to be made refined in his image through challenges on earth. I know all challenges and troubles come with an opportunity to do good, to be creative. I can't back down, I can't stand there and do nothing. I HAVE to do something about things that bother me/ that I want to accomplish. This just reminds me of that Donkey Story. When the donkey is stuck in a hole and couldn't get out. A man came along and start shovelling dirt into this hole. The donkey did not know what was going on, but really what the man was doing was filling up the foundation on which the donkey can stand upon its feet and eventually get out. I thought about it, and there are two things that can happen. 1, the donkey can stay still and not do anything, and ultimately will be embedded by dirt and soil like a mould. OR 2, the donkey can move about, shake the dirt off and take a step higher, that way what is meant to harm will work for good. It will be like a strong foundation where the donkey can place its feet.
I don't want to just see things and not do anything, and I pray that God is allowing me chances to do what needs to be done. Not look at it and be passive, but look at it and do something, move around, make myself uncomfortable by doing something I've never done, and step up with faith & strength believing that troubles will come to pass. I will get out. God is able to use anything and use it for good no matter how bad things are.....
