I just want to be used more and more for the kingdom of God. I know I can be used for so much more. I thank Him for the blessing He has given me but I know it is nothing compare to the greatness He has prepared for those who obeys, loves him and are called according to his purpose.
I was just looking at how Michelle Phan has achieved so much ever since she started her channel on Youtube. She is now the official make up artist for Lancome, not only that she is also on Vogue and other magazines, and she's also just recently been on Fox. I guess that's what happens for people do thing out of passion.
So between a job and a dream, I'm still caught in between. I believe that I'm about to travel on the bridge of a "dream-job" which is hairdressing, because I believe God has placed a gift in me for that area. But it won't be long until I reach my dream. I will not be doing it forever of course. I mean, who stays on a bridge forever if they need to reach the other side? Eventually, I would need to fully step into the dream God has prepared ahead of me. I will then need to fulfill the calling which was established long before I even stepped on earth. Now I finally understood what He meant when He told me that hairdressing will only take up 1/4 of my time here on earth, the other 1/4 will be mission work (which I am really passionate about as well) and the last 1/2 is to preach.....? I'm still kind of shocked...or kind of unsure of how this would turn out. To preach? When? Where? How?
But last night's message at church really emphasised everything that we've been talking about at our connect group and everything else I've been studying for the past few days.
It's Walk by Faith, Not by Sight. and
WHERE WE ARE GOING IS WHERE WE'VE NEVER BEEN.
and we need to step into the "UNKNOWN" !
We say: "God you show and I'll go."
But God says: "No, you go and then I'll show!"
How amazing is our God. Jesus is so great. I am ready to step into the unknown. I just need him to push me right in it!
Sunday, July 25, 2010
Friday, July 23, 2010
TONI&GUY offered me ANOTHER present!
But seek ye first the kingdom of God & His righteousness and all these things shall me added to you!
I feel so amazingly happy right now. Although it is something big and exciting but it's nothing compare to what God has planned for me to achieve and experience. It will be a zillion times better. OMG I'm so exciteddddd. woot woottttt!!!! Angie just gave me a call asking if I'd like to be vadered to specialise in either cut or colour. She said Dennis, Graham and her have sat together and decided that they wanted to keep me and pay the training fees for me which usually costs $6000 to $8000 I'm not sure. But I'm just thrilled. They said, afterward they would like to place me in one of the T&G salon and then sign a contract of course.
And all that time I was just looking for work but was then disappointed that I wasn't chosen. I wasn't sad though, because I knew it would only mean that there are better things in-stored for me. I'm so happy and feel so blessed. I was just stressing over getting my portfolio done so I can start looking for work after all my family problem has been figured out. I was stressed over waiting for the pictures to be returned to me from all the shoots ect. But then I knew last night that I would need to prepare myself all day today studying His word which I did. There were sermon notes from Paula White about "First things first." and first fruits and so on. And how funny is it, that right at this moment, after studying those words, when I'd probably be spending on other things, that God has blessed me with such reward, reassuring me that as long as I place Him first, he will make everything work out majestically great for my future. And all this time, when I was worrying, God was already at work. Wow, how amazing is he.
Now I just want to reach more and more into the life of Jesus, prepare myself much more for what is to come. And yes Jesus, I do remember that this isn't my destiny. That right now I'm just bridging my job and my dream. And that bridge is called a "dream job" and I know it is only temporary because who stays on the bridge forever. They have to get to the other side sooner or later. And that is where my purpose will be FULLY fulfilled. Now I understand why God told me this will take up 1/4 of my life and mission the other 1/2. I just pray that Jesus will continue to lead me into His purpose and Glory (:
I loveeeeeee YOUUUU
I feel so amazingly happy right now. Although it is something big and exciting but it's nothing compare to what God has planned for me to achieve and experience. It will be a zillion times better. OMG I'm so exciteddddd. woot woottttt!!!! Angie just gave me a call asking if I'd like to be vadered to specialise in either cut or colour. She said Dennis, Graham and her have sat together and decided that they wanted to keep me and pay the training fees for me which usually costs $6000 to $8000 I'm not sure. But I'm just thrilled. They said, afterward they would like to place me in one of the T&G salon and then sign a contract of course.
And all that time I was just looking for work but was then disappointed that I wasn't chosen. I wasn't sad though, because I knew it would only mean that there are better things in-stored for me. I'm so happy and feel so blessed. I was just stressing over getting my portfolio done so I can start looking for work after all my family problem has been figured out. I was stressed over waiting for the pictures to be returned to me from all the shoots ect. But then I knew last night that I would need to prepare myself all day today studying His word which I did. There were sermon notes from Paula White about "First things first." and first fruits and so on. And how funny is it, that right at this moment, after studying those words, when I'd probably be spending on other things, that God has blessed me with such reward, reassuring me that as long as I place Him first, he will make everything work out majestically great for my future. And all this time, when I was worrying, God was already at work. Wow, how amazing is he.
Now I just want to reach more and more into the life of Jesus, prepare myself much more for what is to come. And yes Jesus, I do remember that this isn't my destiny. That right now I'm just bridging my job and my dream. And that bridge is called a "dream job" and I know it is only temporary because who stays on the bridge forever. They have to get to the other side sooner or later. And that is where my purpose will be FULLY fulfilled. Now I understand why God told me this will take up 1/4 of my life and mission the other 1/2. I just pray that Jesus will continue to lead me into His purpose and Glory (:
I loveeeeeee YOUUUU
More and more. Faith reaches higher and higher
Each time I say how much my faith has grown is a sign that it has in fact grown SIGNIFICANTLY. I can remember clearly those times when I first received revelations and visions that I said how strongly I feel God's presence and how amazing my faith is as compared to last year. But I have to say that just after last night listening to Delatorro messages I have grown another level deeper. It's so amazing how wise that young man is and he is definitely fulfilling his purpose. God has blessed him so much. Just seeing the way he speaks makes me want to be so much more. So much knowledge and wisdom. So much passion, love and godliness. I want to get that book and I will. It's unfortunate that they don't have it here in Australia so I have to order it from ebay probably.
I love reaching into God's words. I want to spend my time wisely and INVEST it by doing what is most necessary. If it's not worth doing, I shouldn't do it at all. It will just be a waste of time. I should just DO IT if my heart tells me so. Even if it doesn't feel right with what's logical. I just have to listen to His voice and be obedient. Similar to what I'm doing with this blog. I honestly didn't think I was ready to put this out to the public, but I did it anyway because I really feel as if God was pushing me to. He said it once before but I didn't listen. I posted it up then deleted it. But then I really feel as though He was telling me "It's time, someone needs to read this." and so I did it.
I will put Him first before all things. It's 5:14pm now and I just pray that He will allow me to utilise the rest of the day wisely. I just want to read more and more and prepare myself mentally for everything that is to come.
I love Jesus so much!!
I love reaching into God's words. I want to spend my time wisely and INVEST it by doing what is most necessary. If it's not worth doing, I shouldn't do it at all. It will just be a waste of time. I should just DO IT if my heart tells me so. Even if it doesn't feel right with what's logical. I just have to listen to His voice and be obedient. Similar to what I'm doing with this blog. I honestly didn't think I was ready to put this out to the public, but I did it anyway because I really feel as if God was pushing me to. He said it once before but I didn't listen. I posted it up then deleted it. But then I really feel as though He was telling me "It's time, someone needs to read this." and so I did it.
I will put Him first before all things. It's 5:14pm now and I just pray that He will allow me to utilise the rest of the day wisely. I just want to read more and more and prepare myself mentally for everything that is to come.
I love Jesus so much!!
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)