Oh Lord, when will this rest. Lord Jesus, you are our fighter, please fight for me in this battle. I feel like I need to be stronger to resist, but it's not by my power but by yours. So you would you make me whole, cleanse me, let me be still and you fight for me (Ex14:14)
Lord, I feel like my spirit is so drowned. I feel empty and frustrated. I want an end to this. Maybe God is cleansing me without me even knowing it.
"It is far easier to love God than it is to love others, but God sees them as the same"